Motivation

2012-01-06T20:25:00.002+08:00

i dun know why.

i just feel like posting something. no reason. this place is so dead and stale. anyone out there?

im stuck doing bmt tutorial. my brain couldnt work. oh so random.

there's so many to do, but idk where to start from. im so lazy that i dun start each sentence with a captial letter.

i need to start improving. i think im losing out, tremendously. dun pity me.

anyway, hi. my hi takes 5 months. :)

2011-09-14T13:24:00.014+08:00

Decoders' Cafe with Girlfriends on 6 Sept.

Short but enjoyable times with them even though its only at Clementi itself. Never fails to catch up with life whenever we meet each other. Anyway, Decoders Cafe have many games available for groups of friends. Chicken Cha Cha is one the example where it requires hardcore memorizing. (I won it, anyway. :X) They have loud, soft, strategic, memorizing and many cute games. The food there tasted great at an acceptable price too. The only bad thing is, the air-con there doesn't seems to work. Or maybe its due to the amount of people at that time. :)

Pictures for the day!

Towning with Burberry on 10 Sept.

H&M for the first time. Bought 1 pair of shoe and 2 tops! Not considered as expensive cause all the items I bought is below 20bucks! Got a blue polka dot cover along with her pink polka dots cover. Shit, I shouldn't buy blue. Cause I kept making people to think that I like blue. My bag is blue, previous cover is blue and my pencil-box is also blue. Ok, change of colour is a must next time!!!! Nice bag of loots received on that day with this girl even though we spent alot on that day. Happy because, she spent just a little more than me :) Haha! Pictures!

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2011-09-04T19:51:00.003+08:00

Rahhhh. Holiday rocks!!!! :D Back to school tmr. Not for studies, but for upcoming phuket trip briefing. Woohoo! Ah V's back from MALACCA. :)

2011-09-02T16:26:00.005+08:00

02 September. Its just the second day of Sept and half of my monthly allowance is gone:( Freakshit! Gonna make use of the piggie apps in my itouch to keep track of my expenses soon. I mean now! I am so tired from the uploading of photos. Its just the 1st album: A little of everything :)

2 more to go! A sneak preview below!

And, my favourite in the house.

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2011-09-02T00:18:00.003+08:00

Hi September! You gotta be a better month this time round:) I wished that I could blog everyday, just as causal as now. A total smell of the light freedom in the air. Damn happy! :) Tmr's dental appt is at freaking 8am! Gosh! But I like it. Cause I love visiting the dental since young! Woo. Love it when they use the jet and wash my teeth. And after every dental trip, I will have a brand new set of teeth and a healthy pink gums! :D

Alright, enough of that. Gotta go slp! Shall continue on my past few days tomorrow. Nights all, xx.

**Does anyone still reads these? Haha!

2011-08-13T00:26:00.000+08:00

Please don't die on me now. I need u to be strong during this period. I will take good care of you during September holidays, I promise.
Happy 7x7 49th granny, RIP. Miss you much. xx

2011-08-05T21:02:00.005+08:00

I am finally done with GEMS and questionnaire! It had been killing me for days. Yay! Back to studies. Ohno, wait! I still have CRM. Gosh, I can't have a day to study properly. :(

On a brighter side, see this!

Sooooh cute. Right?

我好笨,我竟然问妈妈她想不想外婆. 我好想她.

When the toughs get going, I will be even tougher.

Back to work. :)

2011-08-03T14:41:00.001+08:00

Please tell me that I had made the right choice. I will go for the better. (:

2011-07-27T20:06:00.002+08:00

Did I become less understanding? Am I the one changing or you.

I want to be this happy. Again.

2011-07-21T12:29:00.004+08:00

The happenings.

Sweet sweet moments. That night wasn't as hectic as chalet's night!

Three weeks more. Gonna start my revision soon. This weekend, I promise :)

2011-07-04T21:16:00.002+08:00

So much had happened and it passes so quickly. I celebrated my achievement last week, but you wasn't with me. Although I miss you alot but I hope you would be in a better place right now. Love you grandma! I will work harder for all upcoming exams or tests. :)

2011-06-18T21:44:00.001+08:00

Another one just went with the wind too.

2011-06-14T16:14:00.004+08:00

If I start writing this post 4 hours ago, it will definitely be full of craps and vulgarities. So apparently, i did not choose to post this 4 hours ago.

If I have the choice again 4 hours ago, I guarantee I will do the same thing again. What, does male really have the higher or greater authority at home or even outside? Bullshit. I definitely had not tried to be soso angry before, until my whole body cramped and tense up and become so breathless. Trust me dad, you are going to be the first and last one. To be true, most child side their mum more than they chose to side their dad. Yeap, I did the same thing too. Because, by choosing to slam the door so hard or making things break does not help. Really, it does not help. It only causes bad images of YOU in MY eyes. Great, you have achieved that dad, because I do not regret what I said or even hurt you. Tada, I love you no more. :)

I love you mum, grandma & grandpa. I will protect all of you till no end.

2011-06-04T22:50:00.003+08:00

Went out with this girl to bugis yesterday! Headed to eat icecream @ Tom's Palette first, then off to Bugis Street for loots. Holy, spend so much on the day itself. :( But really enjoy myself with this girl. Talk alot, share alot and end our day with great laughter! Right?? 以前... Hehehe! Waiting for your photos babe! Anyway, gotta plan a steamboat trip with her and the rest! She asked me to plan since I am so FREE. Yea, I am damn free right now. Super. :X

I am going cut my hair tomorrow, its growing like a forest. Boom! Oh! & I updated the two photos at the top after a noomnoom time :) Love all!

2011-06-03T15:55:00.002+08:00

Exams are over! Like finally after 2 weeks of battle and having to slp around 3am everyday. Woo! Beloved holidays are really waiting for me:) Anyway, overall for the exams, I can say that it is really tougher than year 1. Some are really based on memorizing and the rest are application of what I had learnt. No matter hard or harder (Can't say that its easy cause later end up failing), got time or no time to finish the papers, i know that i had really tried my best. Happy for self. :) Thanks to Redbull and Brands for these few days! Woohoo! :D

Will update again very soon, since its HOLIDAYS now!!!!! No hwk no anything:):):)

2011-05-14T21:16:00.006+08:00

Just completed my part of pmm slides after having my dinner at Boon Lay shopping centre just now. Woo! Still waiting for the rest to send me by tmr:) There's still RDOM presentation to complete. Waiting for Cecilia to send me for editing also. Haha!! Wheee, gonna bath now and relax!

Relax? 2 more weeks :( So not enough time. Shit! So worried for next week because it will be so damn packed. Need to allocate my time more efficiently for next week already!Shall relax now, for awhile! Study tomorrow after being out to celebrate dale's birthday:) Whee! Shall enjoy myself ttm tomorrow!!! Happy advanced birthday to ...

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2011-05-11T08:09:00.003+08:00

I am so early for class today. First to reach somemore. Dun know what's wrong with me! Haha.

Thankyou xiuzhen and atalia:)

-Edited-
No emo nemo anymore. Feel soso nice after talking out to someone who only know me for a year or so. But a very good listening ears:) I'll be right here for you too babe. I know you are reading this! Tea session today was surprising great. Talked to Mrs Tan, Mr Yeo and Mr Ee! Told Mr Ee: I will maintain my standard. Mr Ee said: No, you got to do better. My inner voice tells me too. Got to shower now! Lalalalala~

2011-05-10T10:42:00.003+08:00

I failed in carrying on, but I succeed in overcoming it. Working hard for MST :)

Loves.

2011-05-09T11:12:00.002+08:00

Lightning does not struck the same place twice. :)

2011-05-07T22:31:00.005+08:00

Election is so intense! Gosh, prays for Tharman to win. Woo, love him max! Comeon comeon, you said 1 hr later. Its 1 hour soon :) Mothers' Day is tomorrow. I promise I'll be good, mum. I will do nothing wrong from now on. I love you, mushroom and grandma! ♥

2011-05-07T17:29:00.003+08:00

The weather had been such an ass for these few weeks! I'm sitting right in front of my lappy and I am sweating. Oh god, prays for a better weather next week as my whole class will be heading to Siloso Beach Resort for visiting as well as St Andrews' for project work. :(

Damn, my efficiency is getting lower. I spent almost 5 hours on that ems identifying ONE environmental problem with only TWO low quality pages of word document typed out. Boo! Got to work doubly hard right now. Because, DOUBLE EXPECTATIONS = DOUBLE HARD WORK. Come on, 3 weeks time!!!!!

Looking forward to coming Wednesday~

2011-05-01T11:51:00.018+08:00

Photos spammmmmm :)
That short 3hrs spent with gfs ♥

Atalia's bd celebration at MB!

Shall start on more meaningful stuffs which is studying now! :)

Woohoo!

2011-04-28T21:50:00.004+08:00

Nobody will care, nobody will know. So what? I will definitely looking forward to tomorrow. :)

& I miss them, all.

♥

2011-04-21T23:52:00.002+08:00

Maybe its time for me to look forward to my future. I will treasure the chance that's given to me:) Back to tutorial work for the whole day tomorrow, after slacking for the whole day today. There's environmental sustainability management, accounts and finance and property maintenance to complete. Year 2 is indeed getting harder. Furthermore, it's just the first week of school:( Nah, quit complaining and start working hard. Shall turn in now!

Goodnight, xoxo.

2011-04-19T22:06:00.001+08:00

It doesn't matter if I am in the dark. As long as I have people whom I love around me, I can stay in the dark forever. :)

2011-04-18T15:58:00.003+08:00

When I was back home from school just a few minutes ago, I feel very happy. This is because: I see both of my grandparents smiling from cheeks to cheeks the moment I reach home:) This really makes my day. Even though I am tired out from school work, I feel that everything worths it when I reach home to see their smile. Like what ------ said, grandma falls down for a reason. It is actually the time for me to spend more time with them at home and treasure the both of them. But in a nutshell, I should just treasure those thats really matter to me. The talk on last Saturday amazed me as well. It is both inspiring and enaging. Learnt alot and will definitely make the knowledge to of good use. Will make sure that i will spend maximum time and takecare of the both of them. Mum was pretty stressful nowadays and V added on to her trouble today. Just hope that I can just relieve some of her trouble by taking a part in taking care of the both oldies:)

School Day 1: Not bad. But the modules were abit boring in the sense that the worksheets are too wordy. But! Will still continue to work hard and maintain those grades. Anyway, I have a group of fun and encouraging classmates! That makes me want to achieve more:) Love them!! School almost whole day tmr~ Grrrr!

2011-04-13T23:32:00.003+08:00

First up, I GOT INTO LOVE AND RELATION CLASS 12 FOR MY GEMS. Omg!!!! Tried for like 30 mins during the 2nd session, trying to refresh & refresh the website till it got a vacancy for that class. Yay, finally got that you! Not sure I will enjoy this gems, but no doubt im going to be into this gems deeply with dale:) Gahhh!! Love xinying for helping and of course myself! Woo!

Next up, FOP is seriously great!! Never find myself so comfortable with shouting and leading a group, making so many new/close friends and becoming more confident. Yeap, even though the group was abit zzz. However, they are really high and supportive when it comes to cheer and games. Fly in the air lets do it together, 05:) Woo, that just sum up my past 2 days.

Thirdly, I finally have time at home tomorrow! Grandma and Grandpa missed me, haha so cute of them. Gonna fully utilize these time to read on Hilton and get ready for Friday's. Kudos to myself if I pass the interview at 5pm on Friday:) Lucks, xoxo.

2011-04-10T22:38:00.002+08:00

Had a pretty bad nightmare last night. I woke up, finding myself crying in the dream. Hope it doesn't come true. :( Went Saomu yesterday night after a day at dale's, yeapp at night. Visited 3 tomb, which is my ahma's, ahgong's and dayi's. Every year we will always do the same thing which is pay respect, burn things for them and back home. And every year, I would definitely have goosebumps when driving into the cemetry. Kind of creepy! Gah!!!

Off for a swim and to bte's house tml! :)

2011-04-08T01:21:00.002+08:00

If I can make it through 15th April alone and smoothly, I will be out of the darkness. I swear.

All the best to myself. :)

2011-04-07T15:58:00.003+08:00

Babies are so cute. Especially the second one!

Have been doing nothing for this few days except for going to school awhile and then stuck at home. Went back to school ytd to reformat my lappy and its so new now! The networking is damn fast right now, love it. Now, I am transferring all my folders back to this lappy again. While for today, went back to school for FOP briefing! Yeap, im going to spend 1,2,3, 3 dayyyys on it. Oh well, have it better than not. :)

Throughout the holidays, I spent most of my time with my grandparents. Brought them food, prepare food for them, sayang them, help my grandpa apply oil on his back, massage my grandma, plead my mum to on air-con for them, feed my grandma medicine and many more. Almost switch all my attention on them for this holiday and I think, it is worth it. I love them. ♥

Looking forward for a more fruitful week:)

2011-04-05T18:07:00.011+08:00

Overall, the cruise trip was great with those wonderful girls. ♥

Pictures will speak a thousand words!

All my favourite pics out of the 400+ pictures! Not in order of the duration. :)

2011-03-27T00:15:00.002+08:00

FAT. FAT. FAT.

Fucking fat after the cruise trip because I am still eating non-stop at irregular hours:( No, im fat even before the cruise trip. Typing with my pinkie nails with my pink laptop now. Haha! Cousin brought a dog named Bobby along when he visited grandma today. So fat like me! He's a 70 years old white dog when calculating his age in terms of a human. Gah! So old but still so active. He barks like a REAL old man. Roft!!! Neighbour Auntie brought Miko to see Bobby at night. Bobby barked so loud like some stupid dog, whereas Miko feels so shy/embarressed to see it. Haha, this shows that opposite sex still attracts each other even when it comes to dogs. So cute:)

I realised I love dogs now. Maybe some. White in colour.

Shall post about cruise trip maybe tmr? I am still very tired. Shoulders aching:(

2011-03-23T12:14:00.004+08:00

Pre-check in ytd. And Result result and results:) Believe it or not, im the last to know with exception to my mum and sisters. When the SMS came, my phone was passed one big round before it reaches me to see. Haha, the results was unexpected. :) Shall work harder for 2nd Year!

Time flies. Off to cruise tonight with my batch of girls! Woohoo! Slping with Shandy, SeowTing and Leekiat. Yessss, LeeKiat! Goona bully her together with the rest. Hahaha! Going to be back with tons of beautiful pictures. Happygirl93. Hope M don't hurts and irritates me throughout. Its just 3 days:) Wee, need to pack my baggy now. Pretty clothes, gala night, choco party, nice companions, beautiful scenaries, loads of photos will make up my 3 days. Can't wait!!!!!! Rah. Love them!

2011-03-21T21:11:00.003+08:00

Blogging through itouch now while watching the 9pm show on channel 8. Can't wait to watch the 10pm show on channel U:) I have been entertaining myself with loads and loads of tv shows nowadays. Shiok! This is so much better than seeing things that is hurtful to my eyes. Oh, and I just painted my cuttie toes with pink! So weird on me. Hahah!!

Decided to wait for the SMS service for my results. I don't want to view it before the SMS:)
Pre-checkin tomorrow. Mask tmr. Black or dark gold for gala night? Zzzz

Because I don't pretend. I don't want to be messed up again.

2011-03-20T15:40:00.012+08:00

Was looking through '09 album and found these,

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2011-03-19T23:01:00.003+08:00

Just took a walk with Miko! She just had a 'hair-cut' and she is still as cute as before. So adorable! I think she is the one and only dog that I can accept and love it! Haha. I sound like I am a sicko :p Anyway, grandma had been discharged today and she looks fine. I hope to spend more time with her at home from now. :)

Counting down, 3 days to results day and 4 days to cruise trip!!! Woo.
I CAN'T STOP EATING :(

2011-03-18T11:37:00.015+08:00

Grandparents is my motivation now and nothing matters more than them. ♥

There's no use to be sad when the other party is having so much fun now, seriously. Im not going to stare at my hp and wait for its beep. Its of no use either. Anw, grandma is going to be discharged today, I hope she will be strong. Goona fetch her from the hospital later :)

Interview yesterday was fine, or disaster? Nothing come out just the list of questions that I had prepared. I seriously don't know what I am talking too, I just make up stories till I don't believe it myself. But at least, I think I am being natural and tried my best eventually. It was just an unlucky day ytd and no doubt it was not a fun day too. Lost my earring, break my new bag, didnt find anything to buy and it was just a shit day. Shit it. Hope to get through the second round of interview. ***

Pre-Check-in in a few days time, which also means results in a few days time too. Seriously hope that it will turn out to be better than what I expected. Year 2 is going to be a better year with all my great friends around me:)

Chalet with DHLFM03 turns out to be less scary than what people rumored about Aloha Changi. It was fun and horrible at the same time. It seriously freak me out with those rumors that Cecilia and Seowting had told me when we were on our way to the destination. It really turns me off and I was really prepared to go home once our BBQ ends. Yeah but it turns out to be pretty fun in the end. Love those girls of mine, love the girls talk, love the spontaneous guys, love the rainy bbq, love the home-cooked food and love my bonded class.

2011-03-08T22:39:00.003+08:00

Know what? My resume got through and I got into the interview with Hilton Singapore! I have more than a week for now to prepare. It was unexpected as I saw the email from Agnes Linder, the Learning & Development Manager of Hilton. Sister is going to train me on answering those interview questions. Gah!! Since I am quiting my current job, oh please, let's pray that I will get my scholarship to prove my capability for it!

Tell me more about yourself.

Why do I apply for the scholarship?

How do I see myself in Hilton in the next 5 years?

I don't know what am I feeling now. Mixed. Sometimes I feel that Miko (Neighbor's dog) does really how I feels and what I am thinking. When I am feeling down, she seems to know it. Yeah, true. She will throw me the toy out of the steel door and play with me. She listens to me and guard against strangers. Though I do not like dogs, she is the exception.

Moving on. Let's balance out our life.

2011-03-06T16:51:00.003+08:00

Exams are done and I have nothing much to do at home:(

Nvm, I bet it will be better next week because Im having work and chalet! :) Anw, handed my resignation letter to manager. There will not be cookies from nextnext week onwards. :P Rah! Can't imagine 6 months just pass like that. After this job, I am going to try my best for the Hilton schlorship. It doesn't harm whether I get it or not :) What if I really get it, that will be cool because I'm goona be one of the six thats in. Hahahah!

Looking forward to the cruise and perhaps genting trip with those girls? Hope Mum let me go with them though :( Those girls were saying to meet at Chinatown on coming thursday for the genting package, before the aloha chalet. Rah!!! Let me enjoy this exclusive holiday before more problems come. But I hope it doesn't.
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Decked in my striped clothes, I'm heading out now:):)

2011-02-26T15:43:00.002+08:00

If you have a chance to see this, come to my house after 2pm on Monday. I need u to return me my calculator too, thanks! This time, I am really going to talk things out with u :)

2011-02-25T23:13:00.002+08:00

" Something always bring me back there, but I am not going to hold on to it anymore. "

Law is the last. Can't wait for it, but I haven started revising it yet. Time to put everything down and put my heart into law. Everything is on law now. Lawlawlaw, how can you make me score for you? After law, I will be free, totally free. Last few days, yay! Will be going out with the batch of girls in my class. Love max! Bye cyber. Bye u.

2011-02-22T13:22:00.007+08:00

Everything happen. Just on time for the exams. Thanks. ♥ Not.

2011-02-01T10:37:00.006+08:00

I swear I would never forget ytd, never. My heart was thumping real hard at the moment when I hear u shout. Blood kept dripping from your forehead and I know nuts on how to help you. I even forget what's the ambulance number at the point of time. Lucky, there's auntie.

It's even worth that 4 hours of waiting to hear your nagging voice back again. Yeah, you are my hero. Be well soon, all awaiting for you for CNY.

♥

Nothing matters more than you right now. :(

2011-01-25T20:17:00.003+08:00

I need to fucking slim down. Everyday when I reach home, bath and eat, I will sit down in front of my lappy and start working on ppts and reports. Thigh and arms are getting bigger :( I want to run, but scare that I will die because I haven been running since 1/2 year ago. Freak, no motivation plus the fact that I am so packed because of the sea of projects and report. Ok, exaggerating. Actually, I am left with GEMS Report, editing of script and ppt, debate tmr, marketing presentation on thursday, submittion of CS report and actual Gems day. All by this week. Alot?

CNY is coming, excited or not. No actually. Rah!!! Back to blog soon!

2011-01-13T12:57:00.002+08:00

All the fucked up projects for this week are done! More for next week :( Tonight have to finish editing the econs ppt slides and start studying my law notes. Now that i am homed, I am so lazy to get out of bed and return back to school again for jap! :(

Submittion for next week: 1) Debate issue for ONOW 2) Report for cs 3) Presentation for front office management 4) Marketing preparation

Anyway, saw my cousin at Dover mrt station! Only get to see him once a year and I almost forget his look. He told that he is in army now. But due to his medical condition, he only can process administrative documents. That was kind of sad. I feel that I am really fortunate right now, with a happy family of 5: no financial problem and safely staying under a roof with my grandma. Thats really great. Furthermore, I still have a group of good friends staying with me always. Both Secondary school and Poly friends :) Love you all. Being in poly is really great, not so much of stress, nice environment and most importantly, the nice friends and lecturer that make me able to produce good results. I never regretted not going jc. In fact, I thank god that I did not enter jc. :)

Tmr getting role-play results!! Mygod, it's 30% of my cs results. Pray hard :(
Xiuzhen you can't quit school k, u are unlike the rest, u got to continue your journey! Slp more also ok? Loveu!

2011-01-07T17:13:00.002+08:00

Communication skills role play had finally come to an end. Perhaps a good ending for me? :) I don't know what is going to be the result, but I just feel that I had tried my best! I had put in my part in answering my part of question even though I know I talked rubbish and it's going to be the decision of Mdm Tham to give us the results. Follow up next would be econs project. Then ONOW project and followed by GEMS project. Next week shall be really a hectic week. Anyway not only next week, it's also the week after that. Handing up front office mgt project and report writing for communication skills. Oh, all these are just to remind myself. Teehee! Today i am suppose to work but I have too much things to complete plus I need a rest after the role play just now. Next week work friday and saturday. Ohya, still got one more.. I am going to skip jap probably next week? Okay!! Hahah!

I still think SP is still the best even though it's "old" Maybe because I have the right group of friends and the nice environment to study in. Anyway, burger king launching soon in SP! It's like a fast-food empire in SP right now, WTF. Hah!
To Xiuzhen: You will not drown because I will teach you to swim faster. Finish what u had to do and do it your best ok! Loves!

2011-01-03T21:47:00.003+08:00

First formal post of the year 2011. Alright, not really formal, but just written post rather than pictures all the time. A new year, a fresh start again. Forget the past and carry on with the present. That sounds so sad, so not me. Haha! I don't really have new resolutions for the Year 2011. I mean, every year. Cause every year, unlike others, I don't make new year resolution. :) Just general hope/wishes that everyone would have:

1) Family members, regardless its grandma/grandpa, mum/dad, to be happy and healthy.

2) Achieve good GPA. (I will work hard, for sure.)

3) Friends esp my close ones to stay closely together. :)

First day of school. Pretty ok. Got back most of the results except one which is economics. Law was disappointing, but i will definitely try harder for semestral exam! Marketing and Front office Management was better than I expected. Cool! Gonna update more of my Simpsons scheduler so that I can manage my time more well and use my itouch lesser. But still use. Haha!

Sister is going to be back home from bkk soon. Can't wait for new apparels to be in the cardboard! :) Can't wait for the upcoming pay too, cause I think it will be much more than usual. Woo! Cookies, cookies and COOKIES!! Anw, thanks for your 'breast' Seowting. I know you are reading this. Loves!

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My lovely dad,

2011-01-02T00:45:00.007+08:00

MY PERIOD HAVEN COME SINCE LAST YEAR.

Hehe, freak. Grab from Camellia's! :)

2011-01-01T17:18:00.012+08:00

Peeptures of 2010. Loveall! ♥

2010-12-25T23:04:00.004+08:00

--Xiuzhen's birthday celebration on 21 Dec 2010

2010-12-25T21:53:00.020+08:00

-- Railway track on 15 Dec 2010

2010-12-15T22:10:00.002+08:00

Past few days while I'm working, I saw Mrs Betty Chow. She was as usual, wearing that pair of old specs, that pair of skin-coloured socks and that formal clothes. But I guess that she had aged. She was carrying a big plastic bag from John little. I wanted to rush to her and help her with it, but I would feel like an idiot if she doesn't even recognized me. Miss her pretty much :(

Anyway! Went for photoshoot today with dale, shandy, peishan and xinying at railway track. The photos taken were great except for the bad weather and the stupid mosquitoes. Shall make an update once received the photos :)

FOR NO REASON, I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK! RAHHHH!

2010-12-12T23:23:00.006+08:00

FREAK, IT IS EVEN NICER THAN EVER. USS ♥

ITS HOLIDAY TIME AND I HAVE 2 REPORTS TO DO STILL.
HOW NICEEEEEY!

BLOG SOON BABEY! :D

2010-12-02T11:39:00.002+08:00

I must finish the marketing notes and finish reviewing it by today! Shall start my front office management by today also. Staying in library until its closes again today. :)

I CAN DO IT.

2010-11-24T22:59:00.002+08:00

Economics, lecture 3. Will be trying to finish every lecture by tmr! There's jap tmr. :( Shall ask whether the money can be refunded if I quit. Yah, don't want to drag any longer, waste of my time. There's so many things for me to do now, freak.

Ok, let me list out:

1) Role play practice next week, must finish discussion about problem and solutions. Discuss what to include in role play and what are the possible question that may be offered by audience.

2) PPT for presentation. Speech for next Friday's presentation.

3) Tsunami Operation Flying Eagle

4) STUDY, STUDY & STUDY.

Ahh, I am starting to feel the tense for MST in 2 weeks time! :(

I CAN DO IT. GO WITH MY HEART.

Current wallpaper!

2010-11-22T16:46:00.004+08:00

Muacks! ♥

2010-11-18T23:01:00.005+08:00

Am spending some time relaxing here. Skipped jap, again! Yes, again. No interest for it already, but I just do not want to submit the "give-up" form. I don't want waste money :(. Anyway! Spent some time with LAW for the past few days.. At capacity already, two more chapters to read through! :) Next, it would be economics. Short 20 mcqs quiz next week, hope I can handle it!

On Saturday, I am going to spend some time at the old folk's home again. Gg to complete my CIP hours by this Saturday and thats it. From 2.30 to 8! Haha. Xinying, i wouldn't let you feed those grandma(s) with porridge ok! I will take over that! :D Last Friday and Sunday spent on work! ♥

Need to focus more on studies now. Last 3 weeks!

LAW. ECONOMICS. MARKETING. FOM. KILL ALL.

2010-11-16T22:53:00.020+08:00

Pictures to sum up my birthday this year!

Sorry xiuzhen, i will upload ours as soon as possible :)

Thanks all, muacks! ♥

2010-11-12T09:35:00.000+08:00

I'm scared. Another 20 mins :( SHUTSSSSSSSS.

2010-11-09T19:15:00.012+08:00

Just a short post before i go busy with the rest of the days in this week. Shall go study my law after my dinner later. Follow by Economics and Circular writing. Say so much, but later in the end also wouldn't finish it. Procrastinate, rah! Tomorrow i will start at 10 and end at 12. But I have talk at 3.15pm, which I have not confirm whether to attend even though its compulsory. :) Need to be done with my circular writing revision by tmr because the test will be on Friday. Thursday, im not free. I hate Thursday!

Oh, me and my group mates went to ACM and old folks home last saturday! Old folks home is meaningful. Not a waste trip because we are going to return there on 20th Nov. Everyone there is nice. My buddy for the day was a English grandma. She spoke more fluent English than me, cool max! But the sad thing was, she forgets things easily. :( Before I leave, I went to her bed and visit her. But she asked me, 'Who are you?' Sad! But nevertheless, it was a rare opportunity to make a visit there :)

I love fishball. (Random)

Some photos! ♥

2010-11-02T21:25:00.002+08:00

Editing circular writing now, test next Friday. Then my class girls will be celebrating my bday at Vivien's hse! Woo! :D Have signed up the cruise together with them also, but not sure who to sleep together with. 4 person per cabin but we have odd numbers. :(

School from only 9 to 12 at first. But we have extra remedial for Friday's Deepavali from 12.30 to 1.30. Then I have work after that. Will be tired shit! Feel like giving a miss for thursday's foreign language if I am too tired. :) Hehehehehe. Boring Jap!

I should study hard already! Wouldn't let anyone run past me. :)

2010-10-31T18:31:00.003+08:00

Hey! Done with my circular writing but I am not going to send to Mdm first. Woohoo! I have not done revision for the week, i mean 2 weeks. :( Wasting time on tv and work. Rah! Sushi later with sisters and ahboy, yayyay! Hungry max! Goona do some revision when I'm back later. :D

TOODLES.

2010-10-21T14:53:00.002+08:00

Since I just ended my project work with shandy and siwen and I have nothing to do, I might as well make a post here. We worked quite well in terms of project because everytime it turns out to be productive. Great! Foreign language later, don't have the motivation to carry on with jap. But I must, because I paid money for it. It will be until 7plus :( I want to sleep! Moreover there's work tomorrow. 2.30-10.30, freaking 8 hours! Its so hazzzzzy now, everything is blur. My shoulders are aching. I am left with shandy now with me. Rah! Shandy's gone. I'm alone!

2010-10-18T20:01:00.002+08:00

My stomach had recovered! I have been complaining to dale that my stomach feel so bloated ever since the kfc meal in the afternoon. Shouldn't force myself to eat finish it when I am already full. Had a cup of warm Milo and a bowl of porridge for dinner just now. Brought mini pearl bbt for Ahv and grandma just now. Grandma? Haha, yeah. My grandma was so hip that she felt in love with bbt. :) Ahv brought for me a 'P' key chain from vivo just now! Actually is I forced her to buy something for me. Haha! She hang it on my hp right after she reached home. Woohoo!

Anyway, today's lesson was quite okay. Every Monday the first lesson was supposedly to be very sleepy and draggy, but yet the new teacher makes law sounds so fun. He jokes around with the whole dhlfm cohort and make us laugh even though he was teaching. Great way to destroy the morning blues of everyone :) Next was POM. The teacher has pink white hair? And I think she has anorexia. Haha, she keep claiming that she worked in alot of company such as mediacorp, SPH? Maybe its the truth, or not, who knows? Hah! Then after lunch, front desk management. The teacher was good. This module is interesting! Anyway, star cruise (overseas learning trip) next year march! Superstar Virgo, woohoo! My course is great! Last lesson was law practical. Total boredom! Homed at around 5!

Long post, love it! ♥

2010-10-17T22:35:00.005+08:00

A new term start tomorrow! Stage 1b, hahahaha. I will continue to work hard for this semester! No, I have to work harder. Cause there is 7 modules, one more module than first semester. But, most importantly, I need to learn to manage my time more appropriately, in terms of school, friends and work. Luckily its coming Friday and Saturday that I am working :) Haven thought of what to wear, irritating. Anyway, hope to have a fun day tmr. See those crazy girls in class again!!! :P

Few photos on steamboat! Great day spent with each one of them :)

2010-10-13T13:27:00.008+08:00

October 7 last post. What's the date today? October 13. Haha! :) Exactly a month left to my birthday! Yayyyy, can't wait. Who's getting me my present? I know xinying will, cause she's the one who reminded me its just a month away from my bday! Right? I am going out later, probably to 11. Endure, I will be relaxing at home tomorrow and enjoying the hot steamboat with all favs on friday :) Haha! Xiuzhen came to meet me at my house just now to register the gems module with me. We got the same module and the same class. Woohoo! And i realised through her twitter, zikun (pri school friend) is also in the same class as me :) (Y)

Got to get ready soon. Love much!

2010-10-07T12:21:00.002+08:00

Once again, I am stuck. One is not replying my text, one keeps on calling. Wtf, i think I will end up having nothing. Who's going to tell me what to do? No one.

Back from Bintan. Back to reality.

2010-10-03T21:05:00.003+08:00

I'm leaving in another 11 hours time, to Bintan Angsana Resort. Woo! I'll miss everyone. I am filling up the form for PSEA now, luckily xinying reminded me. If not i wouldn't even rmb its presence. Haha! I'm not excited for the trip YET. But i am excited for the outing right after that, woohoo! Its great to see someone you love after you come back from a trip which may be only a short duration.

Im rushing now. Shit. Have to pack the slippers into my bag, fill in the PSEA form and take a last good look at __. 730 at tenah merah ferry terminal. I even doubted I can wake up on time. Dun rush, just make it fast. Im talking to myself. :(

ALRIGHT, BACK WITH PHOTOS NEXT TIME ROUND.

CAN SOMEONE UPDATE THIS SPACE FOR ME? :)

LOVELY LOVE. ♥

2010-10-02T20:59:00.011+08:00

2 more days to the release of Semester 1 results and my bintan trip. My results will be out at 11, but i will be off to bintan at 10. Subscribed the sms service, but I don't think i'll be able to receive it. I will not be the first one to see it either. Meeting the girls on Monday at 6.30 at Redhill. How early and have to squeeze with many people. :(

Why do I not feel the excitement yet? Probably tmr. Ya, tmr! Tomorrow i'll be packing my bag. Quite last min, sure to miss out things. Like always. I will have fun for this trip because I want to make my money worthwhile! And use these time to be away from this island of Singapore. Sure to take tons of photos for the 3 days 2 night trip with the girls. Polariod films, dslr battery, digital camera battery will dry off easily :)

i will wait, bravely.

2010-10-01T21:11:00.000+08:00

Im sleeping in 5 mins time... Everything was fucked up today. Damn!

2010-09-30T23:25:00.006+08:00

This is where I went for the past 2 days. It was great, I love it. :) Tomorrow will be going out again. I need a sleep terribly now. You too. Goodnight everyone, sweet dreams! ♥

2010-09-25T01:02:00.005+08:00

Today's training was great. Not tiring and time just passes so fast! Will be doing classic tables tmr, together with xiuzhen and pamela. Each person will be given two tables. One table worth 3000+ euros. Woo! Hope I don't mess up anything! :D Tmr will be starting at 7pm. And end at 7am. May I last through the whole event please. Going to have my sleep now and wake up 12 hours later, gonna charge myself fully! Loves.

2010-09-23T22:26:00.003+08:00

Amberlounge yesterday night was hectic and tiring! Stand for 9hours throughout the whole event and luckily there's free taxi for us back home. Entire leg was sore and aching even when I was sleeping! But overall, it was a great experience working in a club! :) Yeah, like spilling red and white wines onto myself and accidentally feeding myself with white wine. There's also many celebrities and Ah mogs! Idols are Ann Kok (fav!), Michelle Chong, Michelle Chia, Adrian Pang, Xu Mei Zhen and etc. Woo! So pretty and handsome! :D Phototaking isn't allowed inside the lounge, but we just managed to take some blur ones. Will upload next time!

Training tmr for weekends event from 2-8pm! Weekends will be long hours, hope to last through the entire day! Just 3 more days.

Chaletin6daystime,ican'twait. Wooo! ♥

2010-09-21T00:07:00.004+08:00

Nothing goes right for me today. It started from 9.30 and from then, i feel that everything is going against me. Sorry xiuzhen, I lied to you. Toa Payoh from 11.30 to 1.30pm, Cab down to Conrad hotel for f1 training. It was a tough decision to quit the data entry job half way and leave for f1. Lee Kiat was with me during the job. She's the only person I talked to, excluding my sis. It was a point that I feel so apologetic to a lady when I told the lady that I need to leave. But the attitude lady just ask me to leave with a 'ok, bye.' Its not those nice bye somemore. Fuck her man. I endure, yeah, because I really want to leave that place.

On the other hand, f1 training was great. The demands from them are quite unreasonable. Yeah, but I think it worth the DIFF banquet experience! Woo! CLUB, CLUB, CLUB. Dance on the tiny dance floor. :)

I wouldn't leave anyone. Esp............. my little love ones!

2010-09-19T21:21:00.004+08:00

Not 24th, 25th, 26th for f1 but will be having f1 training and official for the whole week except for thursday :) Called along xiuzhen with me! Woo, will be sticking with her all along! If dale can go, I will surely want you to come! Okay, I don't blame you! Skipping Monday's data entry work because the agent did not even give me the address! I email, message and call the agency for half a day yesterday. Tsk. Kid of brainless when he had already ask me to go down for register and testing and even my account number. Whatever, next time!!! Start at 2pm tomorrow. But, why am I feeling unhappy for the work tmr? :(

2010-09-17T16:57:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was the last paper, At the start, my head was choked. But as I write on... the informations just flowed from my brain to the paper. It was a smooth process. Was the last 4 to leave, good or bad?

After that it was the briefing for bintan trip (4-6 Oct). I'm supposed to sleep with a person called Michelle in class 01. She will be my room mate for the trip. I thought she was a plump girl and she was without specs in the picture. So I went on searching for a plump girl without specs. And ah, I thought I found her. Ohgod, I regret saying those bad things. Woohoo! On other hand, Shandy partnered with a girl whom Shandy doesn't like her, and the girl doesn't like her as well. But luckily, she was from class 01 too. So the morale of this whole chunk of words is that, I'm going to sleep with SHANDY during the trip. Yay, great to have someone close to sleep together. :D We will have kind of many free time during this trip. The girls wanted to go with bikini and suntan at the beach during the free time. Grrr, I hate the sun. So I'm going to hide somewhere under a hut to admire the sceneries there! :) Oh, and one more thing, I was team as the same group as Siwen. I was lucky, I thought no one will be in the same group as me, even the guys. Ok, even of Bintan! Looking forward!

Was woke up by a call just now and couldn't sleep back. Nothing to do right now, but I am going to help my mum mop the floor later. Anyway, I am going for work on Monday and f1 on 24th-26th :)

Love this! I will promise to change the above pictures at least twice a week. :)

2010-09-14T13:30:00.004+08:00

I'm finally done with the 35 questions. From 10.15 to 1.30 just now. I think i didn't put in effort for this module at all. It worths 4 credit and I started only like yesterday. Freak, i'm going to start my hardcore memorizing after this. I swear. Hope to cover 3 out of 5 topics today! Give me more time please. I think I will end by 1am today. Congrats!!!

2010-09-13T21:02:00.002+08:00

I should be starting. Why can't I? Last paper this thursday! Quick quick, i really need to start. :( Bintan trip briefing after the paper. Woohoo, chalet from 29th-30th and bintan from 4-6th. (Y) F1 shld I go? It earn more than anything. Great, I shld decide before 15th!

Celebration of sis birthday yesterday. Went mooncake food fair at Taka, thai restaurant at Yishun and pasa malam around Yishun area. Took many photos using ahboy's dslr, love it to bits!! Going to upload it to fb after exams. Anyway, happy birthday sister! Are you even reading? :)

Alright, back to notes! Love all.

2010-09-09T21:12:00.004+08:00

Great song! Woo. ♥

2010-09-08T18:13:00.005+08:00

I wan to eat cheesecake, steamboat, grilled stingray and alot more. I am having fried rice with fishball soup for dinner later! Can't wait till 7pm. :) I love mum's own creation of 'shark-fin soup' in the morning. It warms my day up. I am basically doing nothing now but typing with this pink screen in front of me. I am going to have my shower now. Goodbye!

Freaking make sense! Ha.

2010-09-07T23:17:00.006+08:00

Ended my 3rd paper. It was fine. Will be having my last but not least on next Thursday, 16th. I am relaxing now as you can see! I will start studying by end of this week for the next exam. :) Finally touching my lappy, so happy! I miss Xiuzhen, Bte and Adilah and alot more. Its 00:55 now, got to turn in. Mummy's show is loading so slowly....

Such silly moments, ♥

2010-09-04T01:03:00.004+08:00

My mum is taking up my lappy. Yeah, lappy cause she is watching her Taiwan Long Juan Feng. I haven used enough and now I am using the desktop with no webcam. Shit. I wish for another day of rest tomorrow, but I can't. Mum even ask me whether I want to go to Johor with her. But I really need to start memorising hard on my Building Services which is next Tuesday :) 10 Topics, nvm. At least it is not as worse as Structure and Fabric.

Today's paper can be a killer for everyone. There's not enough time for everything to be done. (Okay, back to my own lappy!) Back to my own lappy, I had lost the interest to continue. Yeah, anyway.. Even though the paper is tough, I finished everything except for a diagram. Done my best too. The last finger of mine is painful!

Had a nice celebration for Adilah's Birthday! Happy birthday babe! Next turn would be mine! (Y) I know what you all are going to do.... Hehehe. Omg, it really scare the hell out of me just now. Sorry for the scream! Yeah, and thanks for the 2.4km or more run. Right? :D:D Love all 3.

2010-08-30T20:53:00.002+08:00

What should i say, the tv is distracting me. One paper down, 3 more to go. It was a smooth process but the starting was nervous. Rush to the toilet to take a pee before starting the paper. I was the last few to leave, but I left the examination room 20 mins before the ending time. Can you imagine how many people had left before me when the room was filled with around 40 ppl when full? I had checked the papers twice, tried the MCQ twice. Yeah, thats the achievement. I had done my very best. No blanks with much confidence. Next paper will be this coming Friday, Structure and Fabric. Supposedly it was favourite, but it is too much to memorize now. I have to forget today's info and fill in as much as information into my brain again!

Brain, tsk i hate this 'brain' word together with 'hub' this word. Fuck. I screwed today's paper FIRST QUESTION because of this two words.

Next paper come on. I'm going to study building services today and tmr, while S&F on wed & thurs :) Way to gooooooo~

Lets fly up this house with tons of balloon. It's UP.

2010-08-28T11:40:00.002+08:00

Just 2 more days, i'm having my first paper. I'm going to start my hardcore memorizing from today, i mean now. For the past 2 weeks, I think i had cope well with all the studies despite being frustrated sometimes due to huge amount of MEMORIZING stuffs. Thanks d! Later on, I will be attending a birthday party! Hope it doesn't take too long of my time. :)

I will do my best for the papers!

Back in 2 weeks time babbyyyy!!!!

2010-08-25T00:44:00.001+08:00

I am exhausted.

But I need to smile the widest out of everyone.

Help me out of here~

2010-08-18T18:50:00.004+08:00

I know I shouldn't be here, but i'm here. Time waster, just like someone. The attractive strength of cyber is too strong, too strong for anyone to resist. I just touch my notes A LITTLE BIT in the morning, just that little. But I forgot most of them when I was showering just now. How poor huh? I spent the time today on something, yeah so hope that there's rewards back. Right? I'm going to study after dinner, hope so. TV at 9pm! I can't stop myself to watch that amazing show. Even when I'm studying, I wouldn't leave the tv. Haha! xD

I shouldn't, shouldn't be a time waster again.

Feel so guilty when I never touch my notes.

Hey, you should too!!!!!

Goals: Complete written notes for Ihlfm and study them :)

2010-08-15T21:11:00.004+08:00

The type of friendship everyone yearns. ♥

ITS TIME TO STUDY EVERYONE!

Its time to sit down the same place everyday and move the fan from my parent's room in and out. Process: Read, write down notes over and overoverover until I remember. I can do it! Woo! Let me stay away from my lappy from tomorrow...

Nites all!

2010-08-14T12:43:00.002+08:00

Its a Saturday! This whole week is basically slacking, play computer, sleep, watch tv and EAT. Haha! Im watching tv now! I will begin to study hard from next week. Promise! Test on the 30th, 4th, 7th and 16th. Come on, I have to buck up!

I can't wait to see the place pink!!!!! :)

2010-08-12T16:45:00.009+08:00

MBS was great except for the drizzle that screw everyone's mood. For around the first 45 mins, We spent walking around MBS- the various shops that cost a bomb in anyone's pocket such as Chanel , Burberry, Swatch! And! The Sampan, which looks damn cool when its located in the middle of the walkway for the shops. Along the way, we took many photos using Atalia's Dslr. Finally, we got to go up the skypark! Woo. Its located at the 56th storey of MBS. The coming up and down process really made my ear suffer.

Anyway, the skypark was nice. And yeah, again because of the rain, we hardly take many pictures. However, there was one part that made the girls laugh like shit. It was really funny! Ohoh, the swimming pool was amazing!!! Too bad we couldn't go into the pool because it is only entitled to the hotel guest. I was wondering what can the guests see over the pool :( It looks shitty cool.

Overall, we took hundreds of photos including those of polaroid's. Ended the day with the couple date with esther back home! Love the day ttm! Who's going with me next to the skypark again? :)

2010-08-10T23:12:00.003+08:00

I'm going to MBS tml! Excited ttm!!!! HOHOHOOO. I'm turning really dark, dark like dark, dark like some charcoal. Omgggg, this is damn ugly on me. Tell me, what shld i wear tml. ANYONEEE? Meeting those girls for lunch for heading to school for free shuttle bus to MBS. Woohoo, will take many photos tmr! (Y)

Stay at home today with fun entertainments, love it. I love sundayyy, monday and today!!!! Tmr shall be a nice-nice day too! I love fish and co. I love the number 8. I love the cookies. I love everything. :)

2010-08-08T22:41:00.002+08:00

Its the national day tomorrow, hoho! Going to be high tomorrow to enjoy with all the crowds!!!! Yayyay. On the other hand, i had a really fun day today! Loveall. I need to seriously stop munching on all the foods man!!! Argh, all too tempting shit!

Have a sweet niteeee.

2010-08-07T20:43:00.001+08:00

Yay just ended the trip to marina barrage :) Nice day everyone! Looking forward for tomorrow hehe!!! Lovesssss!

2010-08-06T20:52:00.004+08:00

I'm going to Marina barrage tmr.

I'm going out on Sunday.

I'm having actual NDP at Padang.

I'm going to Marina Bay Sands on next wed!

Heard that? Its MBS! Omg. I feel so nice to be in my course, with yipee friends!!!

We get to go up the skypark at only $5 per person. 75% subsidyyy. (Y)

I'm going to leave my hair long!

I'm going to slim down fucking much!

AND, I'm going to have fun this week and,

study for 2nd and 3rd week!

I'm going to watch my 9pm show now. So long!!!

2010-08-05T14:29:00.006+08:00

All the presentation done. Finally. Taking a break :)

August here, its going to be joyful month! Cause its holidayyy! (Y)

2010-08-01T23:07:00.002+08:00

sweet dreams. ❤

2010-07-26T21:12:00.004+08:00

I thought I could start on my revision :( But damn computer kept tempting me. I promise after this, i would shut my lappy and start revising on POM and s&f. Ohyeah! Both pom and s&f had done with all the lectures. Revision time! Out with xiuzhen tml. Out to buy bag and shoes on wed! (Y) Thursday next. Every week, i dread Thursday. Fucking Thursday! Okay bye.

Can money just drop down for me?

XOXO, ♥

2010-07-25T11:21:00.015+08:00

Its time to seriously get down to work. Tons of drawing to complete and more notes for me to study. S&F i'm losing you... :( Bye cyber! Leave me alone until break!!!

2010-07-22T10:38:00.000+08:00

This is pretty sad :(

2010-07-21T23:09:00.000+08:00

The most part i love.

2010-07-20T11:46:00.005+08:00

Excel down. IT application left with Statistical. Test was managable but not managable. Don't know how to say, just some feeling that I did the test wrongly. Boo! I'm going to start revising every module, esp s&f, Building services, omgggg I think its everything! Out with girlfriends later!!!! $120 per day, 3 days= $360? Gosh! :D

1 min of happiness is worth my 10hrs of suffer.